Two mentors died today which means two more tributes are out (that leaves 10 tributes total).
The real kicker though, is that Holden is out. His mentor thought she was in a safe zone when she was attacked today. But alas, he’s no longer in the Games.
I thought for sure that he and I would win this thing. If not me, surely he would win it on his own. I respected the way he played and I loved having him as an ally. I never anticipated losing him by someone else’s hand. I thought for sure that if he were to die in the Games it would be my decision - my doing.
I’m kind of in shock really.
I honestly have no idea how I’m going to play the rest of these Games. Holden was my ticket into the Freshmen ring of friends. I don’t hang out with any of these Freshmen (I didn’t even know who some of them were before these Games started) and now I have no idea how I’m going to carry out killing the rest of them off without him.
These Games just need to end.
tagged as: my hunger games.